Morning sickness

Good morning? I don't think so! Gosh, how I'm not a morning person - even when I start work late I'm so not a morning person because I've still just kind of got up, I need time and space to slide into the day. My baby and I have just been in fits of laughter over this, he phoned up as promised and we spent way too long talking and laughing - more over his adventures in Devon, he's having such a wonderful time and it's great to hear him so happy and full of life; moreover it was great just to hear his voice, he's such a comfort. We spent nigh on one and a half hours on the phone, I've never spoken so long on the phone in my life but the time just flew by so fast and before we knew it we were saying our goodbyes in whispers and small talk, which in themselves went on for at least ten minutes. It was beautiful, it was so twee and innocent - it made me feel so young, like a love crazy teenager - you know when you don't really want to hang up and you just want to keep up with the small talk? And you're urging each other to put the phone down first? I know it's so gay, but I don't care and my baby doesn't care - we embrace such moments with both hands, it makes us both so happy and nothing else matters.

I spoke to my baby's Sister too, it wasn't my idea in fact I really had no choice in the matter nor time to think - my baby said there's someone here who wants to speak to you and there she was on the phone; I didn't even have time to become apprehensive over it. I needn't have worried anyway, she said she was going to tell me to look after her baby brother and treat him right but after reading the post on my blog last night she had no worries in that respect. I could have cried, not for myself but I just found it so overwhelming - referring to my boyfriend as her baby brother and the obvious care, love and protection she affords him; it was just a fleeting moment of pureness. And to know she trusts me, even without meeting me, she trusts me to love and take care of her baby brother as she herself does, well it means a great deal - it means more than words can convey. She asked me to accompany my baby the next time he visits her, I've never been to Devon but my baby says I'll adore the place and it does sound so beautiful - the kindness of people really does blow me away........

Then it hit me - oh my gosh my baby's shown his sister my blog, the post last night was child friendly admittedly but some of it, she couldn't have seen it, she wouldn't speak to me again if she had! I mean the majority of it just relates to how good a shag her baby brother is, which is nothing to be ashamed of, I'm sure she'd be happy and proud of him for being such, but still she doesn't really need to know that or know that it's spread across the internet for all and sundry to read too. Luckily my baby only showed her the most recent posts but he did admit to me that he checked the posts first to make sure they were safe to show to his sister - I was telling him to remember to delete the history on her computer otherwise her evaluation of me and perhaps him might be shattered forever. My baby had me in fits of laugher with his reply, he said, it's okay babes my sister knows we have sex together, it's only natural for boyfriends to have sex, I don't think it'll come as that big of a shock to her. I heard his sister shouting in the background, you two are having sex, give me back that phone, I need to have words with that boyfriend of yours; thankfully it was followed by much laughter, laughter from all of us......

Today may have started off on a bad note but it's ended in love, kindness and laughter; always keep those you love close to your heart boys and girls because those are the only people in this world that truly matter, they make a difference, a difference for the better. Goodnight baby, sleep well and dream lots; I love you to bits xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.