Journeys

My baby and I are apart this week, until Friday anyway, he had some holidays to take before the end of financial year, so he's taken them. He's gone to Devon to see his older sister, he doesn't see her that often - it's a tale of the modern world isn't it? We all find ourselves too busy working, trying to eek out a living and have some fun along the way; and sometimes that leaves us far afield from the people we love. But everyone has to follow their dreams, life would not be worth living if we didn't follow our dreams; regardless of this those we love are always in our hearts, no matter how many miles separate, they're permanently etched within our hearts. It's a tale of many friends and family within my and my baby's life; and it's a tale of where my baby's at right now - many miles separate us but he's there within my heart, I cannot help but think of him, I cannot stop loving him..............

He travelled down today, I left my baby in bed as I got up for work and by the time I was ready to leave he was up to say goodbye. I'm not going to pretend that it was nice because it wasn't, I despise goodbyes and I despise goodbyes even more when they encompass my baby and mean we'll be spending some time apart; but it's only five days, it will soon pass. I should be used to it by now, it's not the first time life has seen us apart for a length of time and I've got much better at dealing with it, but still, it wasn't easy. That said I took the chance during our kisses, cuddles and goodbyes to have a final fondle of my baby - he just looked so sexy in a pair of hipsters and nothing else, I was unable to resist, my hands instinctively drifted South - gosh he fills his pants so well and it feels so good. I may have been downhearted but I still had the mind to grab a handful to remember him by until we're back together again - old habits die hard I guess!

I got a text from my baby mid afternoon to say he'd arrived safely and I've spoken to him tonight, it was just so good to hear his voice, to hear him so happy and to know he's spending some quality time with his Sister; and despite the fact that I miss him it doesn't make me sad because I know my baby's happy and that's all I want - to know my baby's happy. We made some promises too - my baby's going to phone me every night at around 9 o'clock, I've got to phone him if there's anything that upsets me and I'm not to post anything negative on here whilst we're apart. It's a fair deal, my baby's going to check in on my blog whilst he's away and he doesn't want to make our time apart any worse by reading any bad thoughts I have on here because such posts upset him (and I typed that without crying babes - honestly!) Like I said, I only ever want to know my baby's happy, so it's a promise, there'll be no negative posts - hopefully there'll be no need anyway because hopefully I'll be fine. Besides there's something to look forward to, when my baby gets back we'll be spending all weekend together - if that's not an incentive then I don't know what is!

Have a great holiday my beautiful boyfriend, be safe, have fun and enjoy every second of it - I know how much it means to you and you know how much you mean to me. Always in my thoughts and always in my heart, I love you to bits xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.