Go easy

Shopping was a by product today, it didn't even really matter, all that mattered was that fact that we were together, we had time to enjoy the day and there was no one or nothing to get in the way of it. It's been a long time, this is my first weekend off - my first days off in four weeks and along with the fact that my baby's been away all week it was a welcome relief, it was bliss. It all came together today, we both absolutely adore spending time with each other, being out and about, and spending time in Manchester, where we both feel so comfortable and able to show our love for each other - we really love Manchester and its people for embracing a couple of gay-boys in love.

It's rare we get any negative comments or remarks, people just accept us for who we are or don't even notice us, it means so much. We don't even think about it anymore, it's second nature to hold each others hand whilst we're out and we wouldn't have it any other way; there's nothing better than spending the day with the guy I love walking round hand in hand, checking out the sights, the sounds and the shops of Manchester - it's dreamlike, honestly it is that good and means that much. Today, my baby spent most of the time cuddling my bum as we walked along, it's such a wonderful feeling to feel his hand caressing my bum. It just makes me feel so safe and secure, like my baby's protecting me from any harm, he's guiding me and he's telling the World this is my boyfriend keep your hands off. My baby's just said that's exactly why he does it, when we're walking around it's nothing sexual, he's just protecting and showing his love for me - bless you babes, that's beautiful - you know how much it means xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox. I belong to my boyfriend, there's no one else I need, there's no one else that compares - all the love, care and affection I'll ever need I find in him; it's the most beautiful feeling inside to know the times we spend together are always the best. The love, the laughter, the kisses and cuddles; and the look in my baby's eyes and the smile upon his face whenever I look at him - it tells its own story. He's the most beautiful boyfriend in every single way possible - his smile fills my heart with a love so pure each time I see it, hand on heart that is nothing but the absolute truth. Hand on heart, I've just received lots of kisses, cuddles and kind loving words for that too, it wasn't my intention, it was only the truth but I do not complain - you can never have enough kisses and cuddles nor hear enough kind and loving words, never...............

Anyway we're off out for a meal tonight and a few drinks because, well, it's near as damn it our first anniversary - one year together as boyfriends, oh my gosh. We don't know where the time has gone, but it's been filled for the most part with happy times - with love, laughter, kisses and cuddles shared; I guess when you're having such fun time does fly by so fast and above everything else we know we're very fortunate. I've never had a relationship last so long, you can take that as you like, but the honest truth is I've never found a boyfriend with whom I've felt as comfortable and happy with. My baby, he's had one long term relationship within the mix but he was never that happy - it was a boyfriend for boyfriends sake; he's much happier with where he's at now and that my friends makes two of us. Life isn't easy, there's too many variables beyond our control, variables that come crashing down when you least expect it; but they're more manageable when you don't have to face them alone. Maybe that's the secret - love, comfort and support makes life easier, it makes it easier to smile and easier to laugh. Go easy boys and girls - go easy.....................