We only disappear

Not off the radar completely boys and girls, no we're not leaving you or anything like that, well not completely, it'll be just for tonight. And we've not really done that have we? Because, this is a post isn't it? So we've not left you at all, oh gosh what have we started? We will be leaving you shortly though, you'll have to go the rest of the night without us, I hope you all cope with this devastating news? If you're crying already give us a break, we've not been out together properly in weeks, my baby and I need to have a night out occasionally, we're boyfriends for goodness sake, we have to show the World that we love each other and more importantly that gay love is acceptable and the way forward. What do you think babes, you and me as gay ambassadors for Stockport? My baby's just said we could go partying with the Mayor, we could take him to a hip-hop club, he'd go down a storm with the major bling going on around his neck. We could be the same sex couple of Stockport 2010 - ladies and gentlemen Mr & Mr Stockport 2010, oh gosh could you imagine the fame? And the insults, and the prejudice, and the homophobia and the hatred - Stockport the gay capital of the World! It's not that bad actually boys and girls, I guess it's no worse than any other town or city - there's people who accept love in all its guises and people who don't; it's a shame the people who don't use bigoted hatred or violence to communicate. That's the World we live in, it's a travesty...............

But we're heading way off track here and this was only meant to be a quickie (oh matron....) because time is against us (the oh matron has really hit home with my baby, oh gosh such a simple and obvious comment but still, his laughing makes me laugh - he's so adorable when he laughs. Bless you babes, I've missed you today and I love you to bits xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.) His kisses are adorable too, trust me I've just been adorned with them, lots of kisses, do I get a kiss each time I say I love you? You don't need to know the reply boys and girls, but oh gosh it was just so sweet, my baby makes my heart aquiver, seriously he is the most beautiful guy in the World - we're so stupidly in love, just the best feeling to fall in love, so helplessly.

Tonight we're heading out, back to the Academy in Manchester - it's one of our regular haunts these days, to see Tom McRae; one of my musical heroes who's so criminally underrated it's untrue. He's one of my blogger heroes too, his blog is just so funny, it's a top read, you should check it out. But tonight it's all about the music, it's the first time I'll get to see him live, it's the first for my baby too - until we became boyfriends my baby had no idea who he was; since then he's grown to appreciate him, I wouldn't say love but he's looking forward to it all the same. That said we shouldn't really be going to the gig at all, we bought the tickets way back last year, seriously - I think it was around about July because the gig was scheduled for September. Then I went and booked a holiday during the week of the gig - sometimes I don't think too clearly and I was gutted. I told my baby to take both tickets and take a friend to the gig but he wasn't up for it, he told me that if I wasn't going with him then there was no point in going at all - it's strange how somethings remain wedged in your mind. I can still clearly recall that conversation like it was yesterday, I guess because my baby's words just hit me right in the heart, they struck me down with their beauty despite their being no apparent beauty - it was just a statement of fact but it was just beautiful, it reaffirmed our love. Oh gosh I'm rambling to some tune here, we're heading off at all angles, I'm sorry, it's just because I'm so excited about the gig that's all, my mind's in overdrive but at least I've not mentioned sex yet!

So we thought about selling the tickets but at £12 each it was hardly worth the effort, so we just put it down to experience and carried on shagging our innocence away. (I'm sorry, I did that purposely to mention sex in the post; we probably did anyway - I'm sorry I've wasted £24 of our hard earned money boyfriend is there anyway I can make it up to you? I'll take it out of your bottom thank you very much! The interest rates must be very high boys and girls because I'm still paying him back - HAPPY DAYS! It didn't go like that at all, it's a joke okay? I don't charge my baby and we don't need any kind of excuse to shag!) Then a miracle happened - Tom was signed up by a major record label, the new record and supporting tour were cancelled as a result and tonight is the rearranged date - all original tickets are still valid and we didn't throw them away. Hence, I'm stupidly excited, babbling on about anything and everything because of my excitement and my baby's finding it all very amusing; he's seen me like this on numerous occasions - The Big Pink and Bloc Party gigs in particular, he's used to it now but he still finds it very funny.

We're out of here boys and girls, have a great Saturday night whatever you find yourself doing and if you're going to do someone make sure he's cute and sexy just like my baby; although you can't have him - he belongs to me. Lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.