Suit

I don't wear suits, I don't even own a suit, suits and me don't get on at all, we're not the best of friends; I mean I'm not a suit guy - they're way too formal and stuffy for my liking. I'm not just talking about my dress style here either, although admittedly I'm more at home in a pair of jeans and t-shirt or a pair of track pants and a hoodie or a pair of silky smooth shorts and nothing else! Barring the shorts fetish, (which both my baby and I share, and I guess you could call it a fetish because they do turn us on and make us so horny; and although I do wear such shorts whilst I'm out and about with my baby during the Summer months they see most of their action within the bedroom. It's the material that does it if you're wondering what all the fuss is about, that and the short cut style of the real vintage shorts - smooth, shiny, nylon material feels awesome next to the skin and to caress my baby or be caressed by him through the material, it's beyond description) the casual style I dress in is a reflection of my personality - laid back, relaxed and carefree; it's me in my comfort zone, well both of us really, my baby he dresses in a very similar fashion when he's not working. We're not stiff upper lipped, high browed kind of guys - we're just out for a laugh and some fun together, to go with the kisses, cuddles, love and sex we also share.

However, with today being a special day, I've broken this golden rule; for just once in my life I'm going to make the effort and get dressed up in a suit - it was my baby's idea actually, he said it's a day that should be celebrated in the best way possible. So I took his advice and............

That's right I'm wearing nothing - no pants, no socks, nothing; and it's the perfect outfit because today is my birthday - I'm wearing my birthday suit! What else were you expecting boys and girls? For me to be heading out in a tuxedo and top hat? If you've been reading this blog for a while then you should know better than that and your standards should be a whole lot lower than that too! 38 years old, oh my gosh; not that I care it's only a number - admittedly I sometimes play the drama queen about it but that's always in jest. As girlfriend always says, you're only as old as the guy you're feeling, how true girlfriend! But I honestly don't feel that old, I don't think like I'm that old and I certainly don't act like I'm that old - in my mind I'm still a loved up teenager, seriously and I'm in love with the most beautiful boyfriend in the World; I love you to bits boyfriend xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.

My baby's just reminded me that I don't dress like I'm that old either, once again so true; my mindset doesn't think in such terms, that's the key fact here and a number that signifies your age should never be allowed to influence your true self. It horrifies me when people think just because they've reached a certain age in their life they then have to conform to what is thought of as the correct behaviour for that age bracket. I don't even begin to understand such thoughts and I genuinely feel sorry for anyone that lives under such terms; life doesn't have any rules per-se, you just go along for the ride and try and make the best of what it gives you! (My baby loves that statement, he says it's so true and it's a great way to live life by; and he's right, it's pretty much how we live, we take each day and try and make the best of it. Regardless of what people may think or say of us being a same sex couple, it's our life - we live it by our rules and no one else's!) Oh gosh, I best get down off my high horse now, I'm digressing to some tune and I didn't even mean to write all this; I best get a hurry on, my baby's taking me out for a few birthday beers tonight.

Whatever, it's my birthday, I've received lots of gifts and cards, I'm with my baby, we've had birthday sex - which is no different to normal sex other than the fact that when my baby shot his load deep in me after shagging the arse of me he screamed HAPPY BIRTHDAY rather than a load of indescribable grunts and groans - it was very romantic! I'm only joking, honestly although, oh gosh............ My baby and I have just been in absolute tatters over that, even if I say so myself that is top drawer funny, I was laughing more at my baby than at my own joke to be honest, he was in hysterics; that was until he mimicked the screaming happy birthday whilst in orgasm, and then I was gone too; oh gosh I've got carpet burns on my tongue through eating the carpet it was that funny. Oh dear to have a camcorder to hand, that was the funniest thing I think I've ever seen, my baby's an absolute star! But honestly he didn't really scream happy birthday whilst pumping me full of his cum (I'm sorry, I'm getting really gross now, I promise I'll stop) that was just my mischievous mind in motion.

I just want to say a very big thank you to everyone that made today so special, it has been a seriously humbling experience to know that I have so many friends out there that love and care for me; it has been such a special day. And the generosity and kindness shown with the cards and gifts I've received just blew me away, seriously, so I'd just like to say the following and this is nothing but the heartfelt truth:

"My dear friends I hope my friendship and whatever I bring to your lives with my friendship means as much to you as you all do to me. You're friendship is a gift, it's greater than any gift anyone could buy, it's worth more than any amount of money because true friendship has no price. It's priceless, just like every single person that thinks of me, cares for me and loves me for the person that I am. I'm nothing more than a man but I'm nothing less than the reflection of the love you have all bestowed upon me; and if I shine brightly it's because of you. You know who you are, may you all shine brightly tonight. With love xxxxxxxxxxxxxx"

- especially for my boyfriend, the brightest star that has ever shone down into my life. A life without love is a life not lived xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Goodnight boys and girls....................