Hold on

We're getting there boy and girls, it's felt like much longer than it has been because it's only been three days, but three days is a long time to be apart from the guy I love, it feels like an eternity. Still good things come to those who wait and tomorrow the wait will be over, it's less than 24 hours now and I'll be back in the arms of my baby. Gosh how I've missed him, apart from the fact that work has been treating me indifferently and perhaps that's made me need him more than ever of late, life just isn't the same when he's not within it. I miss his smile, his eyes, his kisses, his cuddles, his words, his everything; I miss him more than you'll ever understand, but my baby understands - I told him, I tell him all the time when we're apart, each and every conversation or text message, I tell him. I never used to like doing that, telling him I missed him, not because I didn't want to show my weaknesses but I didn't want him to feel any pressure, like he had to be with me all the time, or respond to my every call. It's funny how time changes people and their perceptions and now I don't think twice about telling him how much I miss him, my baby says it's another way of telling someone you love them - it's so true and well, for him to think of it like that is so sweet.

With the light shining brightly at the end of the tunnel I'm feeling much better now, sometimes I'm guilty of letting the bigger picture take me over - it's another two weeks until our next weekend off together, it's been playing heavy on my mind, it's a long time, too long. I should just take one day at a time, life's easier to swallow in bite sized chunks - my baby reminded me of this tonight, it's easier to hold onto one day at a time; it's easier to hold onto the day when you know there's someone out there that loves you.............

For my boyfriend, I love you to bits xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.