Cheese

It's been a beautiful day blogger friends, just beautiful - it's felt like Spring today and although it may only be a brief respite from Winter, it was very much welcome. The day started off overcast and cold but come the afternoon the clouds disappeared to reveal bright blue skies and brilliant sunshine. It warmed up too as the day went on and became really mild, if you were stood in the sunshine, as I was, it was just like a Spring day. Such weather just makes you feel better, it cheers up the heart and soul - to be blinded by a low sun or to look up and see nothing but blue, you cannot help but feel alive.

I phoned my baby up late afternoon whilst I was walking about because I just felt so alive and I needed to share the moment with someone; and he was the first person that sprang to mind, he was the only person I wanted to speak to. I didn't have a great deal to say but I just needed to share the moment - the warmth, the sunshine, the blue skies and the happiness inside; I love doing stuff like that when we're not together, it's just so twee to ring him up and share something so innocuous but so special. My baby knows the small things in life blow me away but regardless of that fact he just loves to listen to the things that are on my mind, however random or silly, he always takes time out, he always encourages me to tell him everything and it makes him happy to know that I'm happy - he said that today when I phoned him, I thought it was just so selfless of him, it was a beautiful sentiment.

My baby was on my mind anyway, I don't know but days like today when the weather is beautifully sunny always bring him to mind. I guess, as I said, sunny days and blue skies make me feel so alive and free - it's the same feeling I get when I'm with my baby, that's probably why. But I was walking around work with my baby at the forefront of my thoughts with a warm, fuzzy, lovey-dovey feeling deep inside; it really was terribly gay even by my standards but nonetheless it was beautiful, I don't mind being that gay with my baby, I love him to bits and I let it show. And the days are flying by so fast, at a crazy rate of knots, I don't even believe it's Thursday again tomorrow, it's beyond belief. Only a matter of days ago I was bemoaning the fact that there were still two weeks to go before my baby and I had a weekend off together - it seemed like it would take forever to come around, now, give or take a day or two, it's only a week away and closing in so fast; that makes me so happy too, spending time with my baby always makes me happy.

Because of all this and more today has been an awesomely good day; and it showed both whilst I was in work and when I got home, man did it show when I got home. Because tonight for the first time in a long, long time I partook in a guilty pleasure - a cheese-fest if you will; tonight I played some Bon Jovi. You know what it's like - a band you shouldn't really admit to liking because lots of their songs are either middle of the road or so schmaltzy. But I just felt so happy, so carefree and so lightheaded with love that I needed a schmaltz fix, forget the middle of the road stuff, I needed heart on the sleeve baby I love you so much music. Because that's just how I was feeling - baby I love you so much xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.