Frames

Something happened after we left you last night; now I don't know what's up with me lately but as you've probably read if you've been keeping up with my posts the small things in life have just been standing out stark in my eyes. Not that I'm complaining, far from it, it's a beautiful place to find myself at - it's like I'm so finely tuned into the rhythm of life that the moments and feelings that really do matter to me have been around in abundance. Maybe it's love, it probably is, I mean I find myself in a place of such ease and comfort when I'm with my boyfriend; and being with him has helped me so much from a personal perspective - he's helped steady my ship and I've learned so much from him that, well, the difference is there for all to see.

Anyway there was a moment of sheer and utter beauty last night; and it was such an ordinary moment that it made it all the more extraordinary. I don't know what time it was but it was close to bedtime, my baby he got up from the sofa, yawned and in doing so stretched his body out like he was reaching for the sky. As I said last night he was wearing a pair of fleece track pants and a t-shirt; and as he stretched out the sight that greeted me was just gorgeous. Now I've seen his body so many times that the moment shouldn't have struck me so hard; that's not to say I ever get bored of seeing his body or touching it or being close to it or indeed having parts of it inside me; and I doubt I ever will. But still, as he stretched out his t-shirt rode up his body to reveal his track pants sat low on his hips, the waistband of his pants beneath on show, his smooth flat stomach and his bulge neatly packaged and perfectly formed in the front of his track pants. It was a fleeting moment but it was like my eyes were taking photos, all in that second or two of absolute everydayness I witnessed something so beautiful; perfectly framed in the body of what the world sees as a regular guy. It was anything but regular, it was breathtaking, it was so special just like my baby; the most perfect form ever created. I love him so very much xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.