Four words

I was working today, I left my baby in bed and had to get up at stupid o'clock this morning, I could have so easily stayed there with him, so easily, it was all I wanted to do. The alarm clock jolted me from a deep and silent sleep; and as I came to my senses my baby wrapped his arm across my chest, the bed was so warm - it was awesomely, toasty warm; I could feel the heat seeping up out of the top of the duvet. I know my baby and I are hot stuff when we're together but still, gosh the heat from our bodies trapped beneath the duvet, I don't know but it really did hit me during my groggy morning wake up call. I kissed my baby, the alarm kind of woke him too, which always makes me feel sorry for him when he doesn't have to get up, although that's not why I kissed him. I kissed him because he's the most beautiful sight I could ever hope to see in the dim light of mornings predawn, I kissed him because I love him to bits and I told him he was beautiful and I loved him too. And despite being a bad morning person my baby he just illuminates them, he makes me smile even at that time of day and puts happy thoughts in my heart and soul, it's impossible not to feel happy when we're together.

I headed to the bathroom and made myself clean, presentable and ready to face the day; and when I returned to the bedroom my baby was fast asleep again. I've never known any other guy that looked so natural, so angelic, so at peace and so beautiful whilst sleeping; seriously it's the most breathtaking sight I've witnessed. Not only that but he was kind of cuddling the pillow where I'd been sleeping, like he was missing me - at least that's what I like to think; my baby has just said he was missing me, even when he's asleep he misses me if I'm not with him, oh gosh........... His arms were stretched out from under the duvet and across the bed cuddling my pillow; and as such his chest was peeking out from under the duvet; my baby's chest - so toned, defined and smooth - damn he turns me on, every single inch of his body turns me on. Serious eye candy, but not only can I look, I can touch, kiss, taste and feel all the time; I'm the only guy in the World that can do that - just me, lucky me! Not that I did that this morning, I didn't want to disturb him again nor did I have the time unfortunately; I gently pulled the duvet up over his chest to keep him warm and gently kissed him - he looked so fragile, he melted my heart. It's a vision that stayed imprinted on my mind all day at work today, it accompanied me through the day and kept me smiling.

I returned home after a mind numbing day at work, it was a day of serious nothingness and it dragged, man did it drag. I guess because absolutely nothing happened and also because I just so wanted the day to end so I get back home and get back to my baby; when it did I just needed some mental stimulation - the day honestly did numb my mind. I wasn't disappointed, I returned home to be welcomed by my baby, a smile, lots of kisses and cuddles - the day was forgotten about in an instant. My baby had been busy - tea was on the go and well, it's just one of those small things in life, the things that always strike me the hardest; but to return home after a day at work - good, bad or indifferent it doesn't really matter - to a warm house, to the guy I love and to the smell of a cooked meal made with love, care and attention; it blew me away. Just such a kind and considerate gesture, beyond words - well there were some words spoken but they shall remain private; and my baby he wouldn't let me do a thing, he waited upon, took care and looked after me. The tea he made was awesome, he did chicken chasseur, I've not had that in the longest time and as usual when either of us cook for each other there was loads of it; and as usual when we eat together we finished it off too, all of it. We have awe inspiring appetites but it's difficult not to eat food when it tastes as good as my baby's chicken chasseur; it was a spectacular taste sensation - once again real warming, heartening winter food and perfect after a day spent in the cold and the rain.

And now, well we're sat together on the sofa, I'm perched in between my baby's legs and he's cuddling me from behind; so warm, so safe, so cosy and so loved. We've had sex, we've shared a bath and we're both dressed in fleece track pants and t-shirts; it's the only code of dress that suits such occasions. Because we've never felt so relaxed in the longest time, seriously we are so chilled out and carefree, I could quite happily fall asleep right now in my baby's arms. My baby's just called it so true - he's said it's like his mind is in neutral, with nothing to worry or concern him he can just concentrate on the things that matter the most - you, me, together, love. I couldn't have said it better myself and that's perhaps the most beautiful sentence ever spoken; life captured so perfectly, so vividly and so simply - encapsulated in four words.........

Wishing you all a peaceful and restful night blogger friends, until next time goodnight, with love xxxxxxxxx.