Children at play

Good evening boys and girls, have you missed us? I don't know why I feel obliged to write a post simply to inform you all my baby and I are happy, well and still in love but I do; I guess because it is kind of unusual for us to be quiet for so long. I mean there's normally at least a post everyday and as soon as that scheme is broken people assume something is wrong or I'm upset or have taken offence at someone or something. I'm glad to report there's been nothing of that sort going on, in fact life has been treating us both so very kindly of late; both in our respective work and personal lives. We find ourselves on such a steady ship at the moment where life just slides by without incident and as a result we're both real chilled out and relaxed; it is kind of unusual to be honest because we both work amongst the public and as such, well there's normally someone who's unhappy or wants to upset the apple cart. We normally have horrible tales to tell each other after coming home from work or one of us have endured an impossibly bad day at work for whatever reason and that's when we lean on each other, help each other through and heal each other with our love. Admittedly I'm way worse than my baby, I let stuff like that affect me way too much and it does drag me down occasionally and I need his love and affection to see me through. My baby deals with that kind of stuff easier and tends to just shrug it off his shoulders and carry on with life; but there are times when he needs a kiss and cuddle from me to help him through. I've been corrected sorry - it's my kisses, cuddles and love that see my baby through everyday; whether it's a good or a bad day my baby always needs my kisses, cuddles and love. Bless you babes, you're the sweetest boyfriend and you can always count on my love xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.

So my baby and I were apart Monday and Tuesday due to work getting in the way but since then we've been together every night and we'll continue to be throughout the weekend; despite me working all weekend again and my baby working today. As already mentioned the time we have spent together this week has just been so relaxing, it really has been glorious, there's been nothing on our minds but each other - no troubles, no worries, just us. We've not done a great deal either, each night has found us cuddled up together on the sofa listening to music or watching the television or a movie. It's been beautiful, just awesomely simple, lay in each others arms talking, laughing, kissing, cuddling and touching; I don't think we've been so chilled out in ages, if ever before. It just seems so right and so homely; and we talked about this earlier but we've both been so looking forward to getting home from work this week, dressing down and relaxing together - nothing more; seriously we've both been getting excited about doing nothing more than spending time with each other without distraction. And my baby called it quite true, he said the times spent doing nothing together are just as good as everything else we do; they really are, it's been a beautiful week.

Last night was just the perfect epitome of this, I was sat across my baby's lap, we were kissing and cuddling when, and I don't know why I did it, I pretended my right hand was a plane flying through the air complete with engine noises - I know! So my hand was winging through the air, twisting and turning when it landed on my baby's nose and I gently pinched it between two fingers; it was the silliest fun ever, seriously. I did it again and again - I let go of my baby's nose and recommenced the flight until it eventually reached it's destination once more; and I almost cried, no joke because it had my baby in fits of laughter - to see him smiling and giggling so much, almost uncontrollably, and to see him so very happy, it was a beautiful sight. It struck me right in the heart, I was appreciating the absolute stunning beauty of the moment right there and then, as I was living it; and I don't know this may sound dumb but the moment just showed my baby in all his naked glory. I'm not talking clothing wise either, it was a window into my baby's heart and soul, he was defenceless and everything he truly is just poured on through; I think it's the closest I've ever been in my life to purity, it's stayed with me all day today and made me smile when I thought on it. My baby has a beautiful nose too, I appreciate it's hardly the most important thing in life, but it is; he's got a small button nose (I don't know if that's even close to a correct description) that's perfectly in proportion to the rest of his facial features; beautiful in every single way, just like him................

I think the World and living through this life strips so much from us if we're not careful; it makes us hardened, afraid and as a result we lose sight of what's really important. It erodes our innocence, our hearts and souls to a degree; and I say this because I think I've felt this, I've been lost down way too many roads way too many times in my life, and it didn't make me a better person for it. But since being with my baby I've rediscovered the things that are important in life, he's helped me to focus, he's found the innocence of childhood within my heart and set it free.

So drive safe dear readers there's children at play and if you don't take your foot off the pedal once in a while everything that's beautiful in this life will just pass you by in a blur. It's good advice trust me I know xxxxxxxxxx.

For my baby, this is what you have made me - a better person. Love always xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox