Smile

I'm glad to report that I slept well last night, real well and I woke up this morning bright eyed and ready for the day; well, as bright eyed as I get first thing in the morning! A good nights sleep makes all the difference, it's made today a real good day, I've felt more like myself, happy, well and alive but I know it's not just the sleep.............

It's being with my baby again - the safety, security and happiness I feel when I'm with him is beyond words, seriously; whenever I find myself struggling with or worrying about life he just makes all those problems disappear. Even if we don't talk such things through (which we often do, I mean amongst everything else my baby is, he's a source of comfort, a shoulder to cry on and a sympathetic non judgemental ear), he just helps by being there, he makes me forget the negativity in the world and it leaves me to concentrate on all the positive things life has to offer, like love. He makes me happy, he makes me feel all fuzzy and warm inside; I ♥ my boyfriend.

I'm not surprised I slept so well last night, my baby made sure I was tired out beforehand; oh my gosh despite me hating the time we spend apart, truth be told it also has it's benefits. We were at it like gay-boys possessed, like we'd been starved of sex for months and not a couple of days; dear me the things my baby does to me. My boyfriend is dirty, downright dirty, horny, sexy and a tease too - seriously I've been told I'm a bit of a tease but it's incomparable to him. He had me begging for it last night both during foreplay and during sex, it was just so horny - I love being made to beg for it; it makes me feel so submissive and cheap. It was worth begging for, I thought my baby was going to split me in two, it certainly felt like it, not that it had me asking him to stop - far from it; my mouth kind of ran away with the moment and I was asking him to, well, the talk kind of dropped below gutter level, you may guess the rest if you're brave enough............

I just love the feeling of getting laid, of surrendering my body to another guy, of feeling him inside me - it presses all the right buttons, there's no other feeling like it; and to do that with a guy I love, a guy who loves me - it just takes it to another level completely. Before we became boyfriends I often thought to myself that to sleep with the same guy again and again must be boring; I always loved the thrill and the buzz of going with a virtual stranger, of a new adventure. I was so wrong because there's no greater thrill or buzz than sex with my boyfriend, despite the time we've been together it never gets boring or dull, he always makes me so horny and the anticipation after we've been apart a few days is mind blowing - the sex as ever is, more often than not, better than the anticipation.

We kissed and we cuddled for ages afterwards; I just love staring into my baby's eyes after we've been as close and as personal as two people can ever be. I don't know, but to see all the emotion and all the love in his eyes; it just makes me feel so humble, so special and so loved. To lay my defences down for him, to be as submissive as a guy could possibly be and to let him become a part of me, it's sharing on a scale that outweighs pure lust alone; I can't explain it any better, I just feel so close to my baby's soul during such times. It's an all encompassing feeling...........

My baby cuddled me to sleep, he held me so close and so tight; I felt so warm and so snug in his arms that I'm sure I drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face. It's remained the story of my day today - a guy walking around with a smile upon his face; hurry on home boyfriend I love you to bits xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.