Magic kisses

I've been off work today, I've taken another rest day in the week, that's the second day off midweek within a week or so and as unusual as it is I'm grateful for it. Not that I've done a great deal today, I've done my housework and made everything clean and shipshape ready for Christmas; but it's been a good day regardless, I've just taken my time over all I needed to do and I've had some quiet time thereafter. As a result I'm feeling real chilled out and relaxed now, there's a sense of satisfaction inside; there's nothing left to do and Christmas is good to go.

My baby left me this morning for work - I woke up with him when the alarm went off and I just sat there in bed wrapped up in the duvet watching him get dressed and ready for work; gosh he's so cute. Even at that time of day he's still happy and smiling, it's very rare to see him anything but and it's infectious, he even made me smile through my early morning tiredness. He was getting dressed in the bedroom and when he finished he turned to me and asked if he looked presentable; it just made me smile so much and I felt such a warmness inside. I told him he looked as beautiful as ever to which he teased me by saying I was just saying that; I asked him to come close so I could prove it him. He did and we kissed, it was beautiful.................

That was the last time I saw him, my baby's not with me tonight, he headed back to his flat straight from work because like me he's got some stuff to do to get ready for Christmas. It was kind of strange, when he left me this morning it hit me all of a sudden that I won't see him again until Christmas Eve; it was like Christmas is here, staring me right in the face. I guess because we've both had Christmas pretty much sorted for weeks now; there's been no mad rush and we've kind of sauntered through the preceding weeks without care. All of a sudden bang, it's lurching over my shoulder and closing in fast; it's been on my mind most of the day and I spoke to my baby about it when he phoned me during his lunch break. I got really excited by the prospect, seriously, I felt like a child again with a big ball of excitement building up inside; it's good to be able to share such joy and to share this time of year with someone you love, I think that's what makes such a difference.

We've been very fortunate of late anyway, for the past two weeks or so we've seen each other almost every night, it's been great and I think more so because of the time of year. If to do nothing more than to cuddle up together on the sofa as the cold, the darkness and the snow descends outside we've been snuggly warm by the lights of the Christmas tree; it's felt more special than ever. My baby joked the other night that it was a waste of time putting his Christmas tree and decorations up because he's hardly seen them, before adding he was so glad it was a waste of time; I could do nothing more but agree with him.

The bruising on my right knee has not materialised from where I fell despite sharing a hot bath together as promised; I wore a pair of fleece shorts afterwards so we could both check up on it, I mean I was certain a major bruise would appear - there was nothing. My baby said it was because he gave it lots of kisses, which he did, he kept on kissing my knee saying his kisses were magic and had the power to heal; he had me laughing so much at his antics that I forgot about it anyway. But perhaps he's right, it's worked anyway and his kisses are most definitely magic, of that there is no doubt; the next time I'm going to say I fell on my penis, then again we do not need any excuses for that kind of behaviour.

It's starting to snow again outside dear readers, I hope it continues and my baby has just phoned up; and I'm just so happy. I'll leave you all in peace, have a great night wherever you find yourselves.