Dead on my feet

I'm tired, seriously tired, I've not felt this tired in the longest time and I wish it was through late nights of partying and sex with my baby - that would make it all seem worth while, but it's not. Far from it in fact, I've not seen my baby since he left for work on Monday morning and for some reason I've not been able to sleep since; not that I'm blaming his absence on my sleepless nights, that's just the way it's been. And it's strange, almost bizarre if you like, I very rarely have any kind of trouble sleeping, I'm a great sleeper, I normally feel tired go to bed and sleep through until morning, I don't know..........

It's like I'm feeling tired come late evening, I feel like I'm ready for my bed and ready for some sleep; but as soon as my head hits the pillow I start to wake up again. I just find myself lay there in bed, clock watching for hours unable to drift off and when I eventually do get to sleep four hours later the alarm clock is sounding beckoning another day. I can't survive on such a short amount of sleep and the last couple of days I've felt dead on my feet, losing concentration, unable to think clearly and pretty, well crap if I'm honest. It's horrible, it makes the days drag too because I'm willing on the end of the day and when you do that it seems to last twice as long; then I go to bed and worry about getting to sleep quickly - it's a vicious circle, I hope it doesn't last.

Hopefully it won't because I've got something to take my mind off the problem tonight - my baby is due around shortly; as ever I can't wait - I've missed him, if he can't fix the problem then it must be seriously bad. My baby normally fixes all of my problems, I'm sure he'll help; I think to be just cuddled up to him in bed and to feel his body next to mine will put me instantly at ease and allow me to sleep so soundly. I love him so very much xoxoxoxoxoxoxox.

I've lost my train of thought readers, it's gone, my tiredness has won; there's nothing really of note to tell anyway. I'm out of here, have a great night boys and girls, hopefully I'll have tales of a deep sleep to share with you next time; it's an exciting life I lead here isn't it? I bet you can't wait to read of how I slept for a full eight hours? It's a change from me blogging about sex anyway!