Porkie Pies

I should have been working until 7 o'clock tonight but it would have ruined our night completely, remember how I always go on about how my boyfriend and I never make concrete plans? Here's the gist - a long, long time ago I booked two tickets for my baby and I to go and see Deep Purple at the Manchester Apollo. Seriously I think we booked them in February before we even became boyfriends, I remember at the time wondering if it was such a good idea, as in would we even be talking to each other by then never mind wanting to go to a gig together. I never thought all the months later that time would see us as boyfriends, happy, in love and doing real good together; just sitting back thinking about it makes me, I don't know.............

My baby has a great deal to answer for - in him I've found a person who I'm seriously comfortable with; never mind as a boyfriend but as a person in general. That speaks a great deal because in general I'm not overly comfortable with people, they tend to hurt or offend me; and I never used to share real personal stuff with anyone. But my baby, he's just a sweetheart who always wants the best for me and would never intentionally hurt or offend me; quite the opposite - he's the one who sometimes has to fix my smile when others have broken it. We just get on so well together - he looks after me, he loves me and lets me show him a great deal of affection; gosh I love him so xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

Anyway before I start off crying lets get back on track - the Deep Purple gig is tonight and I was desperate to finish early otherwise there'd have been no gig. So I asked Ian if I could finish at 5 o'clock because I had a personal appointment - I lied and now he thinks I'm going for another job interview or something. But it's only a small lie so it doesn't really matter does it? I mean it's not far off the truth, a pre-booked gig is a personal appointment, kind of! I know I should have just told him the truth but, well we've not been getting on too well of late; truth be told I've not been getting on with anyone too well of late, barring my baby. So I thought he may have been awkward if I'd have asked to finish early because I was going out with my boyfriend.

I appreciate I may never get to heaven now as a result (if they let gay-boys into heaven) besides I hope there's plenty more years left before that time anyway. At least in the meantime I'll get to go see Deep Purple with my baby, well that's if I ever manage to finish this post and start to get ready; which I best had. So have a great night boys and girls - if you're heading out to the gig keep a look out for us, we're the two friendly gay-boys, come over, say hello and buy us a drink. Not a word to Ian though, I've been to a personal appointment, so you've not seen us, right?