Kiss me

Good evening Blogger world, tonight you find me with my baby again and we're both in the most blissfully relaxed mood you could ever imagine. As you may have guessed from my posts of late we've been like this all weekend, my posts have been real reflective, subdued and refrained it's a mirror image of us. We've not really done a great deal with our time together this weekend, we've chosen to stay in, relax and just enjoy each others company; and it's been fabulous, we don't have to go out to have a good time nor do we need any stimulus barring ourselves. Besides we simply can't afford to go out partying every weekend, it's impossible and we don't feel the urge to either; once in a while is just fine by us.

We've been apart through the daytime anyway, my baby was working Saturday and I've been working all weekend. My boyfriend went back to his flat to collect his gear for work tomorrow and have a tidy up whilst I was working today; he also popped round to see his folks which was a great way to spend the time whilst I was otherwise engaged. But it's been the nights that have brought their wonder and worked their magic, I've been feeling slightly hazy anyway whilst getting the first week back at work under my belt; it's left me feeling kind of tired through the nights whilst I readjust.

Friday night, Saturday night and again tonight have found us cuddled up together in each others arms on the sofa. With the lights down low, soft music playing on the stereo, feeling safe and warm against the lengthening nights, it has been magical. I speak for the both of us when I say we could never get bored of such nights and as I've often said I love the cold, dark nights of Winter; this weekend has brought it all back home as to why I love them and what further wonderful nights lay in store for us in the weeks and months ahead.

Just lay together, talking, laughing and being real touchy feely; and not in a sexually emotive way either, which makes a change for us! But we have been real touchy - holding each other in our arms, enjoying the closeness, the touch of skin against skin and the gentle caress from a loving hand. Most importantly we've been kissing, how I absolutely adore to kiss and be kissed; and when those kisses are for and from my boyfriend it makes them even better. I don't think we've ever kissed so much in such a period of time; be them short, quick fire kisses or slow, lingering snogs we've been at it all night every night. Again not in a sexually emotive way but just in a two lovers together kind of way - kissing for the sake of it, because we want to, because we enjoy it and because it's a token of our love for each other.

Last night I was lay across my baby with my head in his lap, we were kissing and he was cupping the side of my face real gently with his hand. I just lay there looking up at him, staring into his beautiful eyes, I was transfixed by his beauty, lost in the moment and wondering how I had come to find myself in such a position of absolute perfection. I guess I was lost for longer than I thought, I must have been silent for a while because my boyfriend asked me what I was thinking, so I told him. He responded by gently taking the glasses off my face, placing them on the coffee table before saying thank you; I was just about to ask him why when he continued, thank you for telling me and thank you for being my boyfriend. We kissed some more..........

I've lost a great deal over these past months, I've lost a lot of secrets and a lot of personal thoughts; but what I've gained in return is incomparable. What I've gained is the most beautiful boyfriend a guy could ever hope to have. Goodnight dear readers xxxxxxx.