
It was a pretty mediocre day at work today, just a quiet one with little of interest to make it come alive; not that I was bored or anything, I passed the time and it was a good day regardless. I was thinking happy thoughts, I couldn't help it truth be told because my boyfriend was on my mind for the majority of the day; just thinking about him makes me happy because he makes me happy. Even when he's not with me he's on my mind, he fills my heart with warmth, love and comfort; he's a very special guy.
So I was on my lunch break at work and upon checking my phone I noticed my baby had sent me a text. Without wishing to divulge the detail it was just so simple and to the point; and as always its the simple things in life that touch me so much. How a couple of sentences can have such an effect, can contain so much beauty, so much feeling and so much care is breathtaking, it really did make my day. I don't know but I guess it's the fact that it was so impulsive, my baby was thinking some thoughts so he wrote them down and sent them to me via a text message; there was no real need to do it but he did. I'm so glad he did, he really is the most sweet hearted guy.
The rest of the afternoon was spent in a similar vein, looking forward to Friday night and the start of the weekend when my baby and I are both off together throughout for the first time in too long. I can't wait to spend all that time together with him and I know I'll just be so effeminate with him, for some reason I just know. Not in a real girlie kind of way but in a gentle and soft hearted wanting to be with him kind of way. To cuddle up with him on the sofa and in bed, to feel his arms wrapped around me, to rest my head upon his chest, to hold hands with him when we go out, to kiss him in public and just be in love. The best part of it is the fact that my baby not only lets me show such affection towards him, he encourages it, appreciates it and reciprocates it. There's so many gay guys who don't appreciate such attention particularly in public but my baby knows that's the true me, it's my nature and he likes me to show it, to just be me. Besides we haven't got anything to be ashamed of; I mean I feel like a million dollars when I'm with him, he's beautiful and I'm so proud to call him my boyfriend and show the world how my heart feels. Life really is beautiful with my boyfriend in it, he makes my heart sing and I love him to bits xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.


:-D thats me smiling because im in love with the best boyfriend in the world. and ill be with him all weekend. luv u so much it hurts babes xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
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