Feelings

I was alone for two and a half hours last night - it felt like the longest couple of hours I've ever experienced. My folks left me at 4.30, I unpacked my case, started the laundry, opened my mail and it was only 5 o'clock - I was lost. So I went out to Sainsburys to do the shopping and stock up on supplies; as I was walking into Stockport my baby phoned me and said he'd call at the chip shop on his way down to me and asked me what I wanted. I don't know how such a simple act as that can have such a profound effect but it did - it cheered me up, put a smile back upon my face and gave me a warm feeling inside. Besides it was the most kindest and thoughtful gesture - he is such a sweetheart........

Just before 7 o'clock my wait was over, truth be told I was stood at the window watching each car that passed and waiting for the right one. My boyfriend, oh my gosh - his smile, his eyes, his kiss and his arms gripped tightly around me; I just felt so in love all over again. I missed him but I didn't realise how much until I was back in his arms, his beauty is all encompassing both inside and out - I felt like a silly schoolboy with a crazy crush on the most gorgeous guy in town and it was a great feeling.

We ate tea - fish, chips, mushy peas, bread and butter; the most quintessential of British dishes! We talked, we laughed, my baby opened his presents, we kissed and my tiredness disappeared replaced by a feeling I'd not experienced for way too long.........