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Good evening Blogger world and tonight you find me at a loose end because tonight you find me alone, my boyfriend is not with me and it feels strange - really strange. It's the first time in absolutely ages that we've been apart on a Sunday night, so long that I can't even remember the last time. Although we've been together lots of late, we do generally see each other as and when it suits us both, when work and whatever else does not intervene, so it can be a hit and miss at times. I guess of late we've been real lucky and we've both made a concerted effort to be available to see each other as often as possible because we want to, because we like being together and doing things together; because I love my boyfriend and my boyfriend loves me.........

But regardless of whenever we get to be together through the week, we're almost always together at weekends - so tonight is different. Not that I'm complaining, far from it; my baby has some family stuff to take care of and I respect and appreciate the fact because I respect and appreciate him. Besides there'll always be another day or night which means we'll never be apart long, it's a good job really because I love him - he's a sweetheart; and I'm not just saying that because he's my boyfriend. I say that with reference to the final comment he made on last nights post, if you've not seen it he sent his love to Rach and girlfriend; just the most innocent and sweet hearted sentiment ever. It was just so thoughtful and selfless of him to be thinking of them too and to let it show, it blew me away and I know it shouldn't have done because that's what my baby is like - so kind, thoughtful and loving; but it did and he still does. I hope he never stops.................

He phoned me up tonight to make sure I was okay, to ask me how my day had been and to say some other things meant only for my ears; it made my night. I wasn't going to post, it's been a day of absolute nothingness at work, in fact it's been like that all weekend, seriously boring and I've been kind of grouchy because of it; there's been nothing to occupy my mind, time's been dragging and it started to irritate me. As a result I really had nothing to share with you tonight, it was going to be a blank page, instead, well because of my baby the result is this. If you're faced with an empty page and nothing of note to fill it just think of someone special and the rest will follow.........