Prejudice hurts

I thought about it all weekend long; I deliberated the pros and the cons of the situation and I talked to many people about the situation - both straight and gay. Most importantly I spoke at length with the guy I trust the most and I know will make an informed, unbiased decision - my boyfriend. Everyone came to the same conclusion, the situation is wrong and should not be happening.

I'm talking about the ban placed upon me from reading a gay lifestyle magazine whilst on my break at work. It is wrong, I know that and I knew it from the start but I needed the perspective of others around me, those who were not directly involved in the situation to ensure I wasn't being overly dramatic nor overly sensitive. It appears I'm not (for a change) indeed many thought I was handling the situation way too easily (ditto!) Again as much as I hate to say it - the overwhelming conclusion is that I'm being subjected to prejudice due to my sexual orientation or to put it simply, homophobia. It's such a disgusting word, one I hope I will never have to speak or type again; for me or for anyone else who finds attraction within the same sex.

I realised I'd be a hypocrite if I let it go and allow those responsible to continue to oppress me with their bigoted minds, so I've not let it go. Today I informed my Head Office of the situation and requested their help, support and guidance to bring the matter to a satisfactory conclusion; I am still awaiting their initial response. If it all comes to affront I may find myself walking on a tightrope or treated as the outcast, I appreciate that shouldn't happen either, but it wouldn't surprise. Besides, such treatment from such bigoted minds is nothing new.

I'll try and keep you updated on this as and when it evolves because there's been a fair few of you out there in blogger land that have sent me messages and emails of support - it's very much appreciated! However, depending how it goes I may have to keep silent for a while, I'm sure you understand as to why? This isn't a game and I'm not looking for any kind of victory here; all I want is a level playing field.