Still

There was a moment last night when we were making love (and I've changed to say making love rather than sex because it was) when, and it's going to be real hard to explain it, but it was the most most magical moment ever. I won't go into too much detail and I appreciate I blogged about it last night - I stayed up real late because I just couldn't sleep and I just had to note it down. But it's stayed with me throughout the day and I need to revisit the moment and it needs to be recorded.

I've never experienced anything like it before, like I said it was magical - totally and utterly; but I'm not just referring to the physical aspects. It was more than that, it was spiritual, soulful and greater than the sum of its parts; there was something, some feeling or emotion between us and shared by us that elevated it to the next level. And I'm not talking about love, I know I love my boyfriend and my boyfriend loves me; it was greater than that - greater than anything I know or have known. It's impossible to pinpoint and perhaps I shouldn't even try to explain it because it's inexplicable.

It was just a perfect moment in time, a moment when everything that binds us together made the most perfect sense and shone with such clarity it was blinding. In that moment two living breathing individuals merged together as one, I'm certain the clocks forgot to count time and nature took advantage. It was the way it was meant to be, one persons life imitating another persons life, a carbon copy so perfect I could not even tell the difference; I knew it was happening, I was living the moment as it occurred and was fully appreciative of it.

This probably doesn't make much sense to you dear readers, I don't know if I've done a good job here, but it's the truth as best as I can describe it. However, I do know it will make sense to the one person that matters and for this post that's all that really matters........