Happy loser

I apologise in advance...

Referring back to my post last night, the hardcore sex and the lasting feeling thereafter; that feeling has been with me all day today. Ring of fire describes it so well, it's not been painful nor uncomfortable and doesn't really burn but it's there, I can feel it and it's a lasting reminder. The feeling only ever lingers after particularly rough and ready sex, when I've been banged hard; it's not the first time we've indulged in such a manner but it is the longest reminder I've ever known.

I love it, and I mean LOVE IT both the rough sex and that feeling afterwards; I have absolutely no idea why any guy would want to be straight, none at all. I guess they don't realise what they're missing out on; I mean all day today I've had that feeling - ALL DAY, it's the most fabulous feeling in the world. I'm certain it's rearranged various of my internal organs and I know I've been walking somewhat differently today but gosh have I been smiling, I've been like the cheshire cat - grinning from ear to ear. It was that good I confided in Ian, no joke, I told the guy I'd be fighting to keep the truth of my sexuality from for so long about my sex life and how it affected me. Someone needed to be told, everyone that reads this blog needs to be told, anyone that wants to listen to me will be told; and I'm not bragging I'm just celebrating the fact. How could I brag anyway - the majority of the credit goes to my boyfriend, he's a bona-fide porn star - he puts the majority of the effort into it and I just reap the rewards of his endeavour. Not that he doesn't enjoy it too and there's more than a degree of skill in being such a welcoming bottom but still, gosh I am so in love with my boyfriend, my sweetheart xo. And just when I thought I couldn't take another session tonight and even if I did it couldn't possibly get any better.................

Think again - that's why I'm in such a hyper mood, being very descriptive and late posting; I'm buzzing and I don't feel tired. But I honestly thought that I couldn't have sex tonight, I knew my boyfriend would be with me again (four nights in a row!) and all day it's been on my mind. We actually talked about it this evening and he was very understanding and empathetic, besides there are other ways than penetrative sex to pleasure a guy! But when it came down to it, when the kisses began to linger and the hands began to wander there was no other alternative, there was nothing else in the world I wanted to do other than get laid.

Last night we found out the joys of a different position and I mean serious joy. We've tried it in the past and I wasn't overly comfortable with it but last night we just kind of tumbled and rolled into it. We did it again tonight, it's now our favourite position - it allows us to be so close, to maintain eye contact and allows for maximum delivery (I'm trying my hardest not to push the envelope too far readers!) Something must have changed along the lines but now it just seems the most natural position to have sex and gosh does it pay off; dear, dear me the amount of pleasure it brings is beyond words. It wasn't as rough as last night but just as enjoyable, maybe I'm still tender and that's made me super sensitive but I was begging my boyfriend to make me cum; I thought I was going to internally combust and explode in flames!

I hope I don't have to stop a pig in an entry tomorrow because I'll be onto a loser dear readers; but I'll be the happiest loser you've ever seen! Have a great night boys and girls; be safe, have fun and fill your lives with earth shattering, mind blowing unforgettable sex. I'll leave you with a song, sweet dreams............