My favourite pants

This post is me just thinking aloud, my boyfriend and I talked about this last night and the thoughts have been in my head all day as a result, so I thought I'd just write them down here for no reason in particular.

As you may recall over the last couple of weeks my boyfriend and I went kind of mad and ordered loads of new Ginch Gonch pants; we pretty much cleared out our pants wardrobe and replaced them with lots of funky styles. We had the biggest order shipped to my works address as I guessed they would need to be signed for and sure enough they were delivered next day by DHL - a next day shipment on pants for free may give you a clue to how much we spent.

Anyway when they were delivered and the next time my boyfriend was around we sorted through them all, the ones we ordered specifically and the ones we got free - the free ones were from a range of designs but you could not specify such at the time of ordering, it was a bit of lucky dip. As we both take a size medium we decided which of the free ones we would each have - who liked which design or colour, whatever it was that took our fancy. As soon as I saw the ones I'm sporting in the photo I knew they were mine, my boyfriend knew they were mine - they were just so perfect for me. I don't think the photo does them justice to be honest, particularly the colours which are just such delicate pastel shades, so soft and so feminine.

That's what drew me to them - they're a guys pants but just look so feminine; and as some of you may know I do have a very strong effeminate side. They wouldn't really suit my boyfriend, well I don't think so anyway because of the nature of our relationship, he is mostly dominant whereas I'm mostly submissive (that's polite terminology for top and bottom; and nothing at all, in this instance to do with BDSM). Furthermore, my recent digressions I posted on here about my adventures in cross-dressing and recreating such did not go down at all well with my boyfriend - he loves me for being a guy, an effeminate guy admittedly, but a guy all the same; and when all is said and done that's all I am, all I want to be and one of the reasons why our relationship continues to blossom.

These pants serve that purpose perfectly and I think they also accentuate my feminine side when I'm wearing them. Not that it really needs encouraging when I'm with my boyfriend or in places where we can just be ourselves and not have to hide our true feelings; but still I find it incredibly strange how a pair of pants, that are for the most part out of sight, can have such an effect. But they do, I wore them for the first time last night when my boyfriend was around, the proof was there for us both to see and they added something to the occasion, something that's hard to describe. I guess they kind of brought a sense of delicacy and fragility to proceedings, particularly whilst we were making love; and I say making love because it was not hot, dirty sex - we felt like a real couple, does that make any sense at all because I can't describe it any better? I appreciate the bit about us feeling like a real couple sounds completely bizarre because we are a couple, but it felt different - more tender, loving and organic.

Whatever it is or was, was beautiful; I don't know why I'm sharing this with you because there's no real point to any of it - and there's no funny wisecrack to end with. There's no benefit to anyone but me and my boyfriend, so please excuse our self indulgence, all you need to know is that these are my favourite pants.