Milestones

Good evening Blogger friends may I take this opportunity to say a very big THANK YOU to all those that take the time to read this here blog because I've reached a milestone - my profile has been viewed 1000 times; that's just my profile page! I've always been curious as to how many views this actual blog gets, hence why I added a visitor counter to the blog page itself and in the couple of weeks it's been up were closing in on 300.

It blows my mind, seriously, - I really didn't realise my life was that interesting, I'm just a normal guy living a normal life; and to be honest the blog was started on a whim, I just thought I'd give it a go and see how it went. I never thought I'd have so much to write about, that I wanted to share just by doing things I've pretty much always done; I mean I work crazy hours for weeks on end and that take a couple of days off here and there - that in itself is nothing to write about. So I guess I do more nice things and have more fun in my free time than I realise; but as it's my life and that's how I've been living it without much thought, until it's documented you do just kind of take it for granted.

I never thought I'd be so brave either - I've shared a great deal of personal times and thoughts on here; at first it was a great help because it was my outlet and there were some bad times I was going through. I've made mistakes too - some of the stuff I should never have published, it didn't belong on here and I almost lost a very good friend because of it on more than one occasion. But I learned and I grew stronger and happier; I didn't do it on my own though - I fell in love.....................

My mood and my mindset has changed remarkably, it can be charted quite clearly if you read through my blog. I came out as gay on this blog, it was the best thing I've ever done in my life - not only for being true to myself and my family but it also gave me the opportunity to realise that true friends will not let that affect their opinion of you. I found the truest friendship with girlfriend - just the best friend I could ever hope to have in my life, whose love, support, understanding and forgiveness is never ending - even when I myself am not the best friend in the world.

Then, well I fell in love - I met my boyfriend to be, it wasn't intended to work out as it did - I wasn't looking to fall in love but it happened and truth be told I just couldn't resist, I was smitten after I got to know him. He's just helped me so much, he's the main reason for the change to the better in me; I have learned so much about how to live life with his guidance, just so much. I could write page after page as to how and why but it's all pretty much been documented in the archive. He stopped me from whoring around too because after sex with him there really is no comparison - well none that I have known. My lover, my guardian and my guiding light - oh my..................

So thanks again for reading this thing I do and whatever connection it makes out there in Blogger land I hope it keeps you entertained; if it has helped just one person during a bad time then that's a job well done. Thanks for all your emails, comments, questions, messages of support and generally being a part of this great mystery I call life. Peace and love to you all xxxxxxxxxxxx.