I've not posted a great deal lately and that's simply because not a great deal has been occurring in my life - it's just been work, work and more work permeated during many a night by my beautiful boyfriend. I may have got bored to death save for my boyfriend - life is real slow and uneventful at the moment; and because of work commitments for both of us we've not been out when we've been together. Not that that in itself is not fun - far from it, it's still fantastic but I don't want to overdo the posts about our sex life on here, if I've not done so already.
Work has also been quite uneventful just one day leading to another without much incident; so I've not had any inspiration nor inclination to blog. But still such days have their benefits - I've been in a real chilled out mood, particularly today, chilled out and happy. Despite missing Gill and girlfriend I've still been evidently happy to the point where people knew what I'd been up to last night. I didn't even have to mention it, it showed; but still it didn't stop me elaborating once it was brought up in conversation; and yes it was great for more reasons than I care to tell.
Tonight again I just find myself at a loose end but at least I'm not feeling blue; I think girlfriend called it so true last week when I was a little down and missing my boyfriend. She said it was probably due to all the fun we had together the last weekend we were off - looking back it's true, we had the best weekend ever which caused me to blog like mad, all those beautiful thoughts and stories, the escapades we got up to. I guess I just want to feel and live like that everyday, even though I know it's impossible barring a major lottery win, because work, normality and the mundane always intervene. Furthermore, I imagine if everyday was that good then it would lose its' specialness and such days would become just as mundane.
Whatever, I'm just lost in a train of thought now, writing it as it comes into mind so I hope it makes sense. Anyway through it all I'm very happy and I should be happy because life is so very good at the moment regardless. I mean I would sooner have the memories of the last weekend spent together and to be able to look forward to the next weekend we can spend together rather than none at all. Missing such times is a good feeling and missing someone when they're not around is a very good feeling because it's a sign of how much they're thought of and loved. I guess to surmise life is like sex - sometimes it's fantastic, other times okay and occasionally forgettable but it always makes you want to come back for more!
For my boyfriend and girlfriend - who make everyday special just by being a part of it. Always in my thoughts and my heart. Love, hugs and kisses ♡xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox♡
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i luv it when you just think out loud. i couldnt have said it any better myself. its perfect :-) i wish i could have been there to listen to you rather than read it on here. id hold you in my arms and let you think out loud all night i promise. luv u lots boyfriend xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
ReplyDeleteHow come you always know exactly what to say and do to make me feel better? That's a very special gift, it's incomprehensible! Gosh, to feel your arms around me is worth more than any words that I could write. And I know I give way too much ink to sex on here which may give readers the wrong impression about us because a cuddle and a kiss is the best, most innocent feeling in the world. I just feel so safe and at ease within your arms that's all, to look into your eyes and feel everything else just slip away into insignificance.
ReplyDeleteMy friends have noticed that - the change in me for the better since I met you, I don't have to mention anything they just know from my mood - I can't fake that, nobody can fake it. And I'm lost in my train of thought again and this sounds like a love letter, it wasn't meant to be and I've told you, told others and told blogger world all this stuff before.
Thanks for the phone call, I love you loads too boyfriend xoxoxoxoxoxoxox