Now I hate being tied down or constrained to the office and to paperwork, particularly so much of it; it's a true reflection of my mindset and soul - I like to forge my own way, spread my wings and to tread a path that's rarely taken. So as the realisation hit me today that the paperwork was not going to be a quick fix it got to me and upset me some. It left me in a bad mood and I wasn't really a great deal of fun to be around, which in it's own way was kind of good because I was chained to the desk in the office. I became, for the first time in a long time, somewhat unsociable and may have tread on a few toes quite purposely if I'd had to interact with people - not like me at all usually.
Just the grim task of staring at a computer screen; of watching letters and numbers fall into sentences and meaning with each press of a key; it was quite horrible. As a result my eyes hurt now, I knew they were going whilst I was working, my focus and clarity started to disown me, the computer screen became a little blurred. I guess, they're strained after the many hours of incessant staring, they feel real tired even though I am not.
My eyes need a pick me up, something beautiful to look at, to refresh and breathe life back into them; some eye candy if you like. Luckily I know just the vision that will help and I know he will be with me soon, my boyfriend, oh gosh........................


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