Friday, 8 May 2009

Tired eyes

Good evening blogger friends I trust you're all happy and well. Personally, I was real glad to finish work today - seriously happy to see it gone; it's been a tough couple of days to be honest. Not in a real bad way, it's just that a mountain of paperwork that needed to be done found it's way onto my desk. Somethings I can ignore in my work life this I couldn't, it started early yesterday afternoon and I didn't finish it all until late this afternoon.
Now I hate being tied down or constrained to the office and to paperwork, particularly so much of it; it's a true reflection of my mindset and soul - I like to forge my own way, spread my wings and to tread a path that's rarely taken. So as the realisation hit me today that the paperwork was not going to be a quick fix it got to me and upset me some. It left me in a bad mood and I wasn't really a great deal of fun to be around, which in it's own way was kind of good because I was chained to the desk in the office. I became, for the first time in a long time, somewhat unsociable and may have tread on a few toes quite purposely if I'd had to interact with people - not like me at all usually. 
Just the grim task of staring at a computer screen; of watching letters and numbers fall into sentences and meaning with each press of a key; it was quite horrible. As a result my eyes hurt now, I knew they were going whilst I was working, my focus and clarity started to disown me, the computer screen became a little blurred. I guess, they're strained after the many hours of incessant staring, they feel real tired even though I am not. 
My eyes need a pick me up, something beautiful to look at, to refresh and breathe life back into them; some eye candy if you like. Luckily I know just the vision that will help and I know he will be with me soon, my boyfriend, oh gosh........................

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