Closer than ever

I was home alone last night, work commitments kept my boyfriend and I apart; which is nothing unusual at times unfortunately and some of those times are difficult because sometimes I miss him. I don't usually blog about such times because they're usually not a great deal of fun for obvious reasons and don't make interesting reading. However, last night was different......... 

It was magical, even though we were apart, we spoke on the phone and then decided to post comments on various of my blogs on here - it's something we've not done for a while and it's an opportunity to have a bit of fun and kill some downtime. Now we normally get carried away with such comment posting, each of us trying to outdo one another and last night started out no differently. Then it changed................

I was feeling quite emotional anyway, for the past few days I've had these beautiful thoughts running through my mind about how wonderful my life is at the moment. Not only that but I fully appreciate this fact and cherish the thoughts - they make me so happy and contented. I guess these thoughts kind of spilled out into some of the comments I posted last night, which is nothing unusual for me. However, whereas the small talk between my boyfriend and I usually remains private and personal they also kind of crept into the comments last night. 

It was just so beautiful, innocent and pure particularly on my boyfriends behalf - I think he outdid me last night in making some of those private thoughts public; and rather than being embarrassing it was a fleeting moment of sheer translucency. The words he wrote on here just translated so well, too well to be honest, because it was completely obvious to me that he was in a beautiful, dreamy mood and I wasn't with him to share it. I love such times when we find ourselves at complete surrender to each other; when your heart is talking and where everything else in the world just kind of slips away. 

I could have cried last night - they would have been tears of joy, because despite us being apart, it felt like we were closer than ever..............