Empty space

Well tonight my boyfriend was due to stay over at my house and possibly right now we would have been getting down, dirty and having some fun. Instead I find myself alone and writing to you blogger world which isn't as much fun. 

My cold has manifested itself and loosened up off my chest; and as is normal when I suffer from a cold is now seeping from my nose and eyes. It would have been selfish of me to allow my boyfriend over whilst I'm ill because I don't want him to catch whatever virus I currently have, what's the point in making us both ill. Besides I do feel like a bag of crap and I'm not much fun to be around when I'm ill because I don't like being under the weather. 

Still it was a difficult decision, I was so looking forward to seeing him tonight, we've not seen each other since Sunday morning, but he understands. Fate deals a dirty hand every now and then, it sure isn't fun but at least I have him in my life, at least I will recover and there will always be another time. Hopefully another time will be this weekend assuming whatever piece of crap that has infiltrated my body goes as quickly as it came. 

Time for bed boys and girls, time to recover. There will be an empty space in my bed tonight babes, it's where you should have been lay, gosh I miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.