A smile so true

What are you supposed to do when you find yourself in a place where you are less than comfortable and the only refuge you have, where you feel safe is unavailable? Because that place that used to offer refuge is now the cause of the pain for whatever reason? Those are the questions I faced today, you know, just when I think I've figured something in life, oh well........

I understand it is my fault and I am my own worst enemy at times; and I also understand I did deserve to be treated in such a manner. I guess now I understand how I sometimes make others feel even if it is unintentional, it is not nice. Perhaps such a fragile soul should not carry on in such a manner because when it comes back round it hurts. If nothing else it is a lesson learned and may help me be more restrained around those I do think a great deal of; time may tell.

But still when I started to feel it dragging me down I did something positive about it; this time I sought advice. Thanks for taking the time to talk to me earlier this afternoon babes. I appreciate it's difficult for you to take personal calls whilst you're working and I don't like to bother people with my personal problems anyway. But it was very kind and it helped a great deal, it stopped the downward spiral and got it out of my system.

Oh gosh, I guess I'm just kind of tired, it's been a long four week haul. However I'm looking forward to the weekend so much and can't wait to see your cute smile babes. I know no fear in a smile so true. xxxxxxxxxxxx