Secrets foretold

I've just re-read my last post, I think it's great. I just love writing in such a vitriolic style every now and then; particularly when something unsettles me. I go either one of two ways during such times, either posting as I did last night or, more normally going into over-sharing overload. I made the right choice, on here anyway.

In person my attempts to be more guarded and mysterious failed miserably. Everything I did not feel necessary to be shared was, to a certain degree, shared. It was kind of prised from me, but still........... Maybe, I'll live to regret it somewhere down the line, time will tell. But I've just been so comfortable, so relaxed and so happy it is difficult for me not to talk to people; and besides some have guessed anyway due to my sunny disposition. I guess words were not needed because I can't hide what I feel inside to those that know me personally. 

Regardless of anything else I have reverted back to being hesitant when speaking of some personal matters. I just know - I knew anyway but I didn't know how much. So if I become hesitant then don't take it personally, it's just me being protective, taking care of someone that I care for a great deal. 

I guess some thoughts and words are best kept secret, kept in silence, until you find someone with whom you wish to share them with. Those thoughts and words are no longer a secret in my life................