Real me

Good evening blogger world, friends and loved ones, tonight you find me in a super-chilled state. I am so relaxed and carefree it's unbelievable - I'm almost horizontal! This has been upon me since yesterday and I so wanted to blog it last night but could not find the time. 

You know where you have a couple of days when everything just goes your way, plans you make just fall into place without effort and the world just seems to be smiling down upon you. That's exactly where I've been at, just beautiful days, gosh I am so lucky. I was sat outside during my lunch break at work yesterday smoking a cigarette and looking up to the blue skies above me; it was a moment in time that kind of stood still, that seemed to last an eternity, I was lost in the serenity of everything around me. 

And this has made me so calm and relaxed around people, everyone; I have felt no need to portray anything but my true self, the defensive barriers have been lowered and I have accepted everything in my path. These moments do not come around very often, I know that much; so I'm just savouring it whilst it lasts, and I know someone else loves me even more when I'm like this. 

I need to try and be like this more often, I really do. I'm a changed person without any contradictions; I like being me pretty much all the time but I am so much better when I find myself, the real me.........................