Referring back to my last post, I think this has helped my chilled out mood. If I go out, pretty much anywhere, I tend to get myself wired up beforehand. I do get kind of nervous about it and get a nervous energy which can manifest itself into the really extrovert person I often become, particularly when I'm out at night. Hence, the crazy drunken antics that normally follow, it is fun admittedly and I rarely cause any offence to anyone, I'm not like an in your face kind of drunk. But still, it's not the real me; and if I'm with someone I know it's good just to be true. And I can talk without hesitancy when I'm like this; talk from the heart without fear. I guess that's why these posts tonight are like they are, kind of confessional and also why I have not posted the fun stuff I normally do when I've got a weekend off. I'm just happy spending time with someone special and talking to him instead of posting on here, you don't mind blogger friends do you?
Time to go, please excuse me and I promise I'll check back in with you all real soon. Peace and love to you all; I hope wherever you find yourself and however you spend your Saturday night it is in the company of someone that means something special. Goodnight xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


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