I want you

Well, if I felt tired last night, I don't know what is has been today, but it's been ten times worse. I had the worst nights sleep in recent memory last night, just no idea why. I was tired and I went to bed and I lay there for, must of been three hours trying to get to sleep. Just no chance, tossing and turning for hours, getting upset with the deal and finally getting five hours sleep maximum. To make matters worse I kept thinking to myself how much better the time trying unsuccessfully to get to sleep could have been spent. I was alone and well, if my boyfriend had been staying over, that time could have put to real good use. 

As a result today was horrible I went to work feeling like a bag of crap and it only got worse. I couldn't think or speak properly - it felt like my mind was numb and my eyes were just holes of nothing in my head. I wanted the day over before it had begun; I was beyond a state of tiredness and as a result I was kind of emotional. If someone had said or done the wrong thing to me today I would have either cried my eyes out or started a fight. So I just stayed away from all sources where that may have occurred. 

My overly tired mind had one reoccurring thought that helped me get through today still standing and smiling. It came in song form and the lyrics reflected my emotional state; it was for my boyfriend. I could have done with him so, so much today; just to fall asleep in his arms, my head resting on his chest was the most blissful thought, the only place I wanted to be today. Safe and sound, dreaming sweet dreams only of you. I want you, so bad xxxxxxxxxx.