Sunday, 22 February 2009

Guess who?

Hello blogger world as you've probably guessed I'm back; still feeling fragile but getting better. I think I am now good enough to blog; the stuff that was dragging me down has now been sorted in my mind to some degree - it was sorted alone which upset some very close friends. I can understand why but I'm not going to make such public; those that are the closest to me know the truth and that's all that matters. But I will send out a public thank you to those that mean something in my life, to those that tried to help and understand despite my derision; and despite speaking or writing words that were not very nice. Those words were not correct and I feel ashamed to have spoken or written them when I know much better. Sorry for the hurt and thank you for being there and caring, it means so much xxx.
If I am truthful I meant everything within my last post and I was not going to blog again because I thought that I was sharing too much and giving everything about me away to everyone that knew me personally. The thought scared me so much, for I am a real private guy in reality, I'll share the very true thoughts I have with a select few, everything else gets the ink on here if I so wish. This weekend proved that this is not the case, despite what I choose to share on here, most people who know me personally continue to misunderstand and misinterpret me; which is good in my eyes. It's my safety barrier to keep my private life just so, most people can think what they wish about me, the further it is away from the truth the more comfortable I feel. Regardless of anything else this blog is for my benefit and it would have been foolish to stop it due to other people.
But I cannot believe that the same old story reared its' head again this weekend, the dream I had months ago, it's back on the agenda. Some people just don't know when to quit and do not keep up with my posts; what else do I have to do? It still makes me laugh so much with all the guesses to the mystery identity and it's always the same names, most of them would make me gag in horror. I am not that well understood at all and I only ever tell the exact truth to, well, guess who? 
Peace out to you boys and girls, here's a wish for us all to encounter happier times. 

16 comments:

  1. its good to have you back again and its good to be talking again. sometimes you do frustrate me such a big mouth and not putting it to use lol. but im sure you will make up for lost time :-0.
    btw everyone i know who the mystery man. do you want to know? its .......whatshisname uh i forgot............. no i remember............... a secret.
    keep smiling babes xxx.

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  2. glad to have you back, I never question or judge you and you never question or judge me. Love you. Big I X X

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  3. Thanks boys and girls your words are very kind; and it is good to be back, filling your lives with inane (or should that be insane) thoughts! Here's to many more moments of over sharing; talking of which...
    Mr first comment very, very funny that made me laugh so much. Very, very true also - I can't wait!
    There we go back into over sharing warp speed factor already. Promises ? Well, you make them to break them don't you?
    Catch xxx.

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  4. Oh I forgot something - Mr first comment if you still want to go to see Deep Purple, you best start bidding for your ticket. I put it up for auction on ebay over the weekend, thinking we were kind of drifting apart, sorry!
    Only joking, love you really xxxx.

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  5. im surprised you had to put it on ebay you could have kept it and took andy or dave or pete or simon or paul or chris or john or ben or keith or kev or daz or anyone else youve been to bed with since the last time youve seen me you whore lol. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  6. Very funny mister! Remember you taught me everything I know, so what does that make you? Answers on the comment below I imagine. xxxxxxx

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  7. Oh by the way my girlfriend wants your ticket babes, she was going to post the comment herself but didn't, so I'll embarrass her and post it myself! So I've took it off ebay and have currently got an offer at full face value of £45.00 from her; can you afford to raise the bid any further?
    From whore wars to bidding wars, who will be my prince/princess charming at the ball?
    xxxx

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  8. i think you will find she is my girlfriend not yours she needs someone more mature. so ill take the tickets and ill take my girlfriend to the concert. we will have a good time whilst you stay at home and do the housework like a good girl :-)
    Ahhh poor baby xxxxxx.

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  9. U Kno Princess Charmin will be at that ball but which one will she be there with MR GRUMPY or MR MATURE??????????????
    best of luk to both my Princes

    Girlfriend checkin out for now

    love to u both
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  10. Let me point something out to you here dear readers, those that read the comments anyway. For those that are not familiar with the whole story here's how it goes:
    Princess Charming only likes Mr Mature because Mr Mature is having gay sex with Mr Grumpy thus making Mr Grumpy not such a Mr Grumpy most of the time. It makes Princess Charming happy to see Mr Grumpy not so typecast, or more specifically smiling, because Princess Charming cares a great deal for Mr Grumpy and does not like to see him typecast, or more specifically grumpy, because then Mr Grumpy refuses to speak to either Princess Charming and Mr Mature. This pisses Princess Charming and Mr Mature off which in turn pisses Mr Grumpy off because Mr Grumpy knows he has upset both Princess Charming and Mr Mature with his less than mature behaviour, even when Mr Grumpy did not intend this to happen. Mr Grumpy is also well aware of the fact that he is in fact more mature in years than Mr Mature and fully comprehends the irony within the situation.
    I hope this has cleared the misunderstandings up.

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  11. what. i dont understand any of that above. anyway well have to stop flirting girlfriend ive just noticed his ring is turning black its a bad sign. thanks for the email by the way love you see you at the concert xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  12. Some people should really think before they post comments. My ring is turning black? That's because it's bruised from the hammering it keeps getting from you!!! Ha,ha,ha,ha,ha. Is there anyway of satisfying you?
    That's way,way, way too much information readers I know; but a comment left like that is like a red rag to a bull. Sorry if I cause offence. xxxxxx

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  13. you know I was talking about your mood ring dont blame me. and its not my fault if your ring is bruised anyway. that will be down to the hammering it gets from all the other men you jump into bed with. how many has it been this week 10,20. its like an episode of open all hours lol. :-) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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  14. I was in the kitchen slaving over a hot stove when I heard his manic laughing coming from the lounge as he posted the last comment. You are your own biggest fan do you know that?
    That said it is very funny - like an episode of open all hours, it's not true but still......
    If we're in the same house why don't we just talk about it privately you may ask? That's easy, because it's way more fun and so damn childish to post it on here.

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  15. which brings the conversation back to the beginning. i will be going to the concert with my girlfriend because i am mature proven because you have just admitted to being so damn childish.
    dont cry too much babes and wheres my tea xxxxx.

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  16. Time to go boys and girls it's time for tea. There's no need to complain it's late as it is not entirely my fault is it? You were there too babes if I remember correctly?
    Wow 15 comments and rising, if anyone's checking in please feel free to continue this comment train and add your own. Don't be crude though as it offends me. Ha.ha!
    See you later xxxxx.

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