I have been in a super-chilled out mood today, really mellow, and the friends and colleagues with whom I spent the day were all just so nice; no attitudes, tantrums or upheavals, nothing but nice smiley people surrounding me. I think today, of any days in recent memory were as close as I have ever got to just being my normal self whilst at work - the person I normally am away from work. There was no alter-ego today, no trepidation or facade projected towards anyone; there was no need because I felt no threat or fear at all. (Fear or threat does not mean I normally go into work fearing for my safety or nothing - if you know me than you'll know what I mean.) I was just happy being me and happy for the people I had around me.
It was one of those days that I knew was great whilst living it - I understood it was a good day at the time and not in hindsight, do you know what I mean? I have had this feeling before and I know days like these are few are far between because they are just pretty much perfect. I don't think it's a very big secret that I sometimes struggle with people for reasons noted elsewhere on here and then some; but on days like today people sometimes surprise me.


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