Out of circulation

I'm back home and really super chilled out; relaxed and refreshed. I did not know I could eat, drink, smoke and sleep so much; sleeping in particular - I slept for about 10 hours a night, each night whilst I was away. Perhaps I should not glorify the smoking and drinking side of things, I know it is not a good thing to do and I know it hurts me, but I like the fact that it is dangerous and there is a chance that it will shorten my life. It's a terrible train of thought, bordering on narcissism but there you go. I am nothing if not truthful but I guess I like playing with fire, taking chances and trying to dodge bullets, one day it may strike me down or I'll wake up, smell the roses and quit. To anyone thinking of taking up smoking, just don't, it's stupid, it's not cool and it's not clever.

Anyway I've really not got a great deal to share with you of note, I've been away and out of the loop; and it sure feels like I'm out of the circulation. I missed my friends, not in a dependent kind of way, but just kind of being around them and talking to them. That is a good thing, I think I have found true friends, people who I can relate to and trust, I like them for just being there in my life. 

Oh, and I almost watched the movie 'Dances with wolves" in it's entirety, it's like 3 hours long or something crazy; and I almost made it through - my attention span stretched out beyond it's limit. I didn't cry either, which is unusual, perhaps I left off before the moment. 

I also watched the new Indiana Jones movie which is great, mindless entertainment; just something you sit down to and watch and put your brain into neutral. Enjoyable all the same.

I didn't get too drunk and fall over which is good and not one single chocolate passed between my lips.

So here I am back into some sense of normality, whatever that means; and slowly recirculating. More inane posts to come today, just killing my quiet time with something half useful.