Never lost

Another Sunday evening Blogger world, it's been a while since I've sat down as the weekend closes out and immersed myself in all that has gone before. I'm still feeling kind of weary, I do not think I will be long from my bed tonight. But I'm happy nonetheless, these days have been treating me so kind. 

I've also calmed down some, I guess I'm kind of winding myself down, slowly trailing off and getting ready for another week. This is why I write such things to you at these times, my mind is at its' purest, I can think clearly and concisely, there is nothing to get in the way.

So I hope I have not offended anyone with any of my posts this weekend; I try my best to keep myself within acceptable boundaries on here but I know sometimes I can be somewhat risque. I have posted like a man possessed; and maybe got carried away within the moment. But I was just having fun and the posts are, as always, a reflection of my mindset and mood. And as I've said before this blog is primarily for the benefit of myself, if you want to read it it's here, take it or leave it. That said, I also hope I have conveyed to you a side of me seldom shown, just me letting it all go, living a a life without boundaries. This weekend has been my life deconstructed into miniscule format; into the parts that make me the person I want to be. The one who smiles, laughs, lives and loves without fear or trepidation. I am learning to do this more often which is good, I like me and I like all of the ones who have helped and continue to help me along the way. You are my friends because you like me for who I am; and I am your friend because I would not have it any other way. You all make me so grateful for just being there, thank you.

And special thanks to a special someone who helped in every way possible to make the weekend the best ever. It would not have been what it was without you. You are just so very sweet and kind, you always have been. The phone call was just so.... you know. It's good to know I bring some fun and happiness into the lives of those that do the same for me. I'm not trying to be someone special but sometimes I guess those I think of as special myself just bring the best out in me. And there's nothing wrong in that, nothing at all; it's a gift, a blessing and a connection made, it says more about you than me. I know time can never be reclaimed, it passes regardlessly, forever turning to memory but at least special moments such as these will not be lost. Moments shared are never lost. 

Goodnight xxx.