Just nice

I had real trouble getting to sleep last night, it took so long. Thankfully, I do not suffer from this very often. Isn't it strange though what goes through your mind when you're trying to just think of nothing, to get to sleep; real random stuff.

I was laying in bed and somehow I began thinking of Enzo and what a real nice guy he is, I mean how did this get into my head? Before we go on may I point out that I was thinking of Enzo as a friend only; not in a gay way - in any shape or form. I shouldn't have to justify my posts here, but I am still reeling some from all that has gone before, you know right? I just want to play it safe a while. 

And isn't he just one of the most perfectly nice and genuine guys you have ever met, if you know him? I have never, ever seen him angry, upset or without a smile on his face. I don't think there is a bad bone within his body. He is always calm, collected, happy and will always take time to talk to you. He just kind of puts you in a real good, chilled out mood; and rarely has anything bad to say about anyone. There's a good soul in there, a real good one.

I think he should be a role model for the nation, for humankind in how to live your life, seriously. He is just a perfect example in how to get on with everyone else and live life without drama or crisis. Maybe I'm wrong, but I don't think so; from my point of view it appears to be the perfect existence. I hope one day I can evolve into an Enzo, I like his mantra.