But seriously.....ish

Here's an apology to someone who does not know the apology is for him - stay with me readers, it will make sense. I have made a mockery out of the dream I had about the male colleague; built it up into something beyond it's original context. No-one at work knows who this person actually is, well I have not told anyone, although I'm sure there are some who could hazard a correct guess. 

But anyway I am sorry, seriously, I just kind of took the moment too far - sometimes I do not know when to stop. I hope you understand that my intention was never to make a mockery out of you personally. If anything just take it as a compliment, I mean how many times can you say that you were in someone's dream? And if it's any consolation you were very good at kissing and I still think you're hot!

I do not think I will ever speak your name, it will probably remain my little secret, so this apology is kind of pointless at the moment. But you may know who you are and I cannot promise that I can keep the secret forever. So just in case and before that time comes, if it ever does, I thought I would record this apology. 

So that's the end of the episode, as far as I am concerned. I shall try and speak of it no more, just as long as I am not forced into conversation over it. Besides it would not have worked anyway, I mean you are the straightest guy I have ever met :-} and two bottoms do not make a top, do they? (Damn, I was doing so well and being so sincere right up until that last sentence, now I've screwed it up big time!) Sorry, as a token of my sincerity I'll offer you a free lifetime membership to our pay-per view gay video site. (That's not helping either!) Sorry again, no hard feelings (well not unless you want to!) Oh, enough already, sorry, sorry, sorry!