Demons, demons come out to play

I had some bleak stuff floating around in my head before I started to blog tonight; stuff I was dwelling on too much. Same old, same old; yes I know!

But since reading yesterdays posts and posting tonight it's gone away to some degree.

I'm still lacking in a bit of confidence, I think that is the root of my problems at the moment, last week was a rough ride. It shows at times, it did again today. 

I was considering closing the blog down; fearing it had become an albatross around my neck, a dead-weight, the start of new found problems in my life, which I did not need. I wished I had not admitted my sexuality, learned how to open my mouth and let people in. It was easier when I said nothing, life was simpler, although I was not true to myself and others.

I am well aware it's a stupid and non-sensical train of thought, a steady week or two should sort me out, help rebuild the confidence and mellow the mind.  I know my life is blessed in many ways and I am thankful and lucky for it. My demons are nothing new and are no more than minor irritants - put them into perspective, get on with life and smile. Please.